Oh, the story of my life!

I went to my eldest uncle’s funeral a few days ago. I don’t know how I felt; I couldn’t comprehend my state of mind at that moment. I knew he had been ill for awhile…but he was supposed to get better – that’s how it’s supposed to work right? When we received the phone call I thought maybe he was in the hospital again…and the entire trip to my grandma’s house I felt like maybe it wasn’t true and my aunt hadn’t understood the phone call properly. It seemed so surreal and sudden.

I felt cold and had chills run down my spine. I didn’t how to react, I didn’t know how I would react upon reaching ‘the house of death’ and seeing him just lying there…lifeless. What would I say? Would I cry? How would I look into the eyes of his wife and kids, his mother…

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Hello beautiful people! My name is Rukhsar Zaidi. I am a business graduate, part time blogger and an aspiring business owner and a full time mommy! My blog is my self-expression and also a way of letting off some steam. I pretty much write about my life, things that bother me or things that I care about - in hope to both help myself figure life out one post at a time, and reach as many people as I can through my writing. I'm just an [extra]ordinary girl with extraordinary dreams, tryna find my place in the world and something constant in a constantly changing world. I'm extremely opinionated, super friendly and absolutely love getting to know new people. If that sounds like you too, give me a shout. I would love to connect with you!

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  1. I’m sorry for your loss. And honestly, feelings can be incredibly confusing when it comes to the passing of a loved one. Sometimes you feel unimaginable grief; sometimes you feel nothing, and wished you felt something. There’s no guilt and shame in feeling what you do.

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